my past comes back!

MY PAST COMES BACK! ! !
haha ! ! ! NO ! ! !
it's NOT about THAT MAN . . .
it's just about A BOY . . .
years ago . . . i've been fallen in love with HIM . . .
yea . . .
yang tu laaagi la CINTA MONYET . . .

the REAL MONKEY LOVE ! ! !
nama dia . . . emm . . . lebih baik aku RAHSIAKAN . . .
well . . . sedar tak sedar . . . aku ADA FEELING rupanya kat Mat Rahsia ni . . .
aku AGAK heran bila ingat balik . . .
emm . . . MAYBE this kind of LIFE is MEANT for me . . .
agak LAMA jugak masa yang aku AMIK untuk SEDAR pasal FEELING aku kat dia . . .
bila aku DAH TERsedar . . . diary lah MANGSAnya . . .
second by second . . . tak sangka dah cukup LAMA aku pendam that "beauty" feeling ,  sampai akhirnya my own fren a.k.a MY BEST FREN had fallen for him too . . .
well . . . it's such the SAME ending . . .
i surrender . . .
i KNOW who i AM . . . really-really know . . .
sumtimes . . . i do think that i was MEANT for NOBODY . . .
yeah . . .
for the time being . . . i GUESS that's the FACT of ME !
hmm . . . ya ! ! !
aku dah ingat ! ! ! seumur hidup aku . . .
ONLY this BOY who had a "great" feeling for me . . .
eeyu! geli la ! ! !
aku mesti rasa PELIK + GELI bila TERPAKSA bersemuka dengan dia ! ! !
well . . . he likes me . . . ( BUKAN NAK PERASAN , THIS IS THE FACT ! )
dah la aku TAK SUKA dia . . . huuu~
hmmm . . . ni yaNg aku nak terPIKIR leLEbih ni . . .
Hmm . . . GOT one QUESTION ! ! !
WHY DID HE LIKES ME???
wonder . . . hmm . . .
NOTHING special on me . . . NOTHING !
emm . . . my fren used to say that . . .
WE DON'T NEED reasonS to LIKE / LOVE someone because that's WHAT we're MEANT to be . . . sayang-menyayangi ,  cinta-mencintai adalah FITRAH manusia . . .
so , that BOY . . .
i'm sorry . . .
GILE ! masa tu kecik lagi kot !
tapi . . . takde la kecik sangat . . .
sekolah rendah dulu . . .
isyh! aku paling TAK SUKA bila aku tengok dia ,  dia tengok aku . . .
macam-macaM expression ada kat MUKA dia !
GELI ah! ! !
lagipun . . . aku TAK berapa nak suka dengan family dia . . .
rimas ! ! !
tak tau la . . . waktu kecik dulu aku selalu pi uma dia . . .
then ,  aku start TAK jejak kaki kat uma dia bila aku tau dia ada feeling-meeling kat aku . . .
TAK SANGGUP ! ! !
emm . . . I got TWO PERSON in my PaST . . . and I also HAVE this TWO GUY noW . . .
TWo . . . hmm . . .
maybe i'll have ANOTHER TWO in my dear FUTURE . . .
hahaha :))))